Sleep taking into wet lashes
Cabernet tugging numb lips
Neurons struggling to meet 
Debated opportunities dismissed
The best of dreams
Perspectives perceive 
But lies within corners commend
Alive to wonder whys and ifs
For nothing is to be spent
Love combines and dries out eyes
The whole glued as fraught
Help arrives in custom tries 
But smiles demise these thoughts
A thank you to my boyfriend for helping me with a title on which I struggled to capture, to myself for braving to share, and for memories and encouragement of friends and families to continue. <3